He broke up with you, right?
After telling you he loved you and calling you pet names like baby and cutie?
Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down so you would stroke his fakely low ego.
Did he tell you that you were beautiful?
I bet he promised you a personalized song.
Or maybe he’d always mention how he was lying in bed and wished you were there.
He dragged “I love you” out of you, didn’t he?
Yeah, don’t deny it. He would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning.
He constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock.
He made you love pictures that were just sort of “bleh” before.
Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart?
Yeah, me too.
All of your friends hate him now, don’t they?
Remember how happy they were for you?
They warned you. Just remember, it’s okay to cry.
And referring to him as “asshole” is perfectly expected.
Because, trust me, you’ll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up.
There will be the ‘one time’s and the ‘I remember’s, and once you think you’re over him, watch out.
You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he’ll be all over some other girl.
A little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain. Yeah, you’ll compare all guys to him, because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect.
He was everything you had ever wanted. Or maybe you made that up.
Maybe, the second he started to show interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be just like him.
Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon.
Okay, so I didn’t believe it either, but I’m starting to.
The most important thing though is :
Don’t let him know he hurt you.
Don’t let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat.
Don’t give him that satisfaction.
Make him think you’re completely happy.
When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure.
But don’t smile.
Make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him.
you dont think that i knew you?
dont try to tell me that i didnt know you.
i could see by the way you looked when i passed you in the hallway what type of day you were having. when you answered your phone i could tell what you were doing or how much fun you were having,
i knew when something was really wrong; your face lost its brightness
& i knew when you just needed a friend, i could tell from the sound of your voice.
dont try to tell me i didnt know you.
i knew you more than anyone else.
dont say i forgot about you either.
cause remember… you are the one that pushed me away.